i eat so little.

it is became a difficult for me to eat food. i have not any appetite.i can not forget everything. yes, i can not. can you forget it? your hug and you kiss carved in my herat. it is so important for me. i hate myself so much because i still miss you and like you. my heart stay in that night, than frozen by your cool. but ,but it seems i am still waiting for you. you can see me still stay with you anytime if your look back.
i will think about you every time if i stop doing something. i listen music when i eat. but i dont know how can i do because you will show up as soon as i close my eye.
there is more to my madness than writes in my log.i am so sad every time when i think of you.
i believe the aim i overcomed so much difficulties to come here is meeting you them stay with you. i can not be happy.i feel the most happiness thing is stay with you, hug you, kiss you what ever happen.
i can control my behaviour but i can not control my heart to miss you.